Illuminati Gender Studies in Religion - knackering reading but good (sex and illuminati)

Mother 4 Justice - Elizabeth Robillard blogs and shares truth and information

Illuminati Book Club and Sex Gods

How to tell if Love is Real or Phoney - When love dies - and what to do to kill the bastard

Love is never real when it doesn't mean respect, sharing and empathy.


Controllers don't love, they take and manipulate. If this is happening to you, it's likely you felt weak and needed someone 'strong' to help you. The only answer, if you feel like that, is to help yourself. Write lists for all you do, mark all your behavior, target ways to improve yourself and you will exit the tunnel of hell one day soon.

Meanwhile know that love is not about control nor about taking your power away. If you have a partner empowering you and your autonomy, without using too much control-freakery, you have a trustworthy friend who wants the best for you, or who wants you gone.

Either way - get strong because as you do - you become more attractive.

So get beautiful inside, get independent and healthy and find someone who wants to know you as a friend as well as a lover.

Guys who objectify and subvert good things - have childhood issues that only they can deal with. If they don't get help  - you can't rescue them. Rescue you before you try to help anyone else.

When the 'love' dies it can hurt as your emotions are hooked on a memory that repeats like a looping soundtrack.  You have to break the chain by doing THREE things each time you think of your ex:

1. Notice it's addiction and learn to not 'feed' or to respond to it

2.Never masturbate whilst thinking of anyone at this time, not a replacement/movie/rap star - no tossing dear. Not for a while.  Make a cake/do something practical (not art) instead. Get workaholic.

3. Know that to indulge in fantasy when thinking about her/him is reinforcing the hurt/fantasy and can only harm you.

Stopping the fantasy-food starts right now and must be continued for 3 months, after which time you will have a much better outlook on life and a better understanding of the bigger pictures.

 If he/she really loves you, they are still alive (hopefully) and you may be back with them at some point in future but - heed these words first in order not to mess up.

If you/him have a porn addiction or use sex too much - consider seeing a dietitian about using a bland diet for a while - low fruit, lots of veg, low sugar and fat - plenty of greens. Also clear out any parasite infections with worming procedures for humans - though Bob Martins may work for you if you are 'too much in love' (also see Sam Vaknin video's if your love is more important than anyone else's)

For me - the feeling is there is no hate, only death. It's a mourning thing that comes and goes, just a memory of what could have been and not what was.

For Porn addicts - Ray Gavrieli  is my sex god - watch him go - listen to every morsel

Sexy Cave Men - looking at origins of Astrology - you can't help but think back to the British Museum and wonder how the carbon dating thing is going - DNA stuff is coming along nicely ..

Sex in the Iron Age Middle East (grandfathers of Astrology liked cows and gardening too)

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Art

Main article: Ain Sakhri lovers

The Ain Sakhri lovers. British Museum: 1958,1007.1

The Ain Sakhri lovers, a carved stone object held at the British Museum, is the oldest known depiction of a couple having sex. It was found in the Ain Sakhri cave in the Judean desert.^[20]

Church sex abuse

Mother 4 Justice - Elizabeth Robillard blogs and shares truth and information

mother 4 justice: Why Libertarians are more sexy and love better tha...

mother 4 justice: Why Libertarians are more sexy and love better tha...: Think on. Free love is free for whom? Pimps? The Stockholm Syndromed?  And free love in a polluted high rise (see Beijing pic, and there...

Wild with Desire and Training Psychologists - Tips for psychology fans, Tony Blackburn could probably explain this

I REALLY enjoy the wireless and some of my favourites are Steve Allen, Sheila Fogarty, Juliet Landau Pope and (the showmanship antics) of Nick Ferrari, the funnest good-psycho on radio today. So before Steve comes on this morning (why 4? FFS, I spose the podcasts are handy though) I thought I'd take this opportunity to thank Tony Blackburn too, for all his great soul shows on auntie Radio Two on a sundi. I can also, sometimes tolerate the CONvincing James O'Brien now that they have Farridge on but sometimes gag and have to switch to the lovely Vanessa Feltz, the type of sister everyone should have. Bless her always, for her ability to gauge and apply psychology and enlightenment to her shows - what a sweetheart. People like this make life worth living. They are undervalued but they carry on regardless as all good people do as they're all driven by love not bull. This is what psycho's never understand (loveless and rejected child syndrome, not fed on demand as infants so they remain emotionally 8 months old, full grown infant syndrome)  Radio 4 is my default when feeling reactionary and very fragile unless they have some god-awful 'listen to me I am in pain' emotional wank play that drives me up the wall. Not that I have no empathy, quite the reverse. I just save it for people who deserve it. Service personnel or other good people who really do deserve my empathy. Not some whining 'artist'(prove it) arse pain. Listen to my favourite song by the sex gods that drive me wild with desire regularly yet arte too young for me (drat) the incredulously insightful  and motivational Rubber Bandits (one of whom is teaching me interesting musical pipe sounds) video followed by audio tips for training psychologists and psychiatrists. Hipster or Hobo lyrics include  'he'll tell you about himself, and then he'll tell you again' and much more illuminated ting. This song explains NPD better than Sam Vaknin does. We must do lunch one day in W8, as promised ; ) x



and here is some help for students

Is sex beneath you?

Why Marie Staunton, Harriet Harman, Jonathon King, P.I.E and other bleeding hearts are completely erroneous when it comes to Paedophiles

Seeing Jonathon King makes me feel sick. Enough to warrant a panic attack. These nauseating types have no idea what we're banging on about. They do not get it, they can't get it, they are wired differently. 

There are only two types of people. People who love and people who control. You are one or the other. Controllers never learn to bond and never learn the value of love. They can be very lovable people, gorgeous, kind and funny, sometimes witty and intelligent, the best - but they can't love. They cannot. It's sadly impossible for them. They cannot be lovers, they don't know how, they are sometimes maudlin, are NPD, they think sex - it's somehow beneath them. Really.

An NPD doesn't get it. We are talking about  r.e.s.p.e.c.t. Us ranty anti's - we are hysterical and mad god-bothering/loons to them. Only I'm not. I'm into science. I'm seriously into science. I am working on truly brilliant stuff here. Life changing amazing good stuff. And I don't - not for one second - agree that any child should be invaded by any adult, ever, any where, at any time, no matter what, ever. Since the dawn of time, this is the rule. Now. I know that some Freemasons believe that baby children should be abused 'once' to 'prevent them turning gay'. Nope. African tribes don't do it either (this is what Jamie's dad told me when he tried to persuade me to suck my baby's penis to 'stop him being gay' - he was deadly serious, he wasn't joking.  I wanted to smack him quite hard) It could explain the awful thing I saw once, a little girl apparently badly abused. By a really, really 'nice' man. Awful. These guys appear very calm, good, kind, very nice, vary caring, funny, back-slappy, vary 'blokey' very smart, Rolf Harrisy, clever, respectable, eminently sensible and very 'shrug the shoulders' very tearful (look at Holly and Jessica's killer, like that) and also - they excuse others on 'human' grounds. The fact that we've all done a bit of bad stuff. Not like this. Not like these guys do. Leave your judgments to the judge and stick to the letter of the law, if you want to be happy and do the right thing, children everywhere would appreciate it hero.

Well - if the Conservatives were honest (lol) they would all admit to their Adult Friend Finder and Craigslist activities, 98% of them are probably 'guilty' of this (bit of consenting adult fun/naked people are nothing new) and this is because they miss sex, as they have a habit of marrying their mother/image of.  They also get very bored. This leaves the Madonna Whore complex thing. They want the housework done and the gravy proper (big boobs clinch it, guys are jealous of the pals missus mammalian glands, it makes sense?). They use sex as a prop/diversion, a way to avoid the real issues, as an escape. They don't care who you are. Not much. Just the obvious bits. This leaves them horny and the wives betrayed, lied to and confused. The wives are either abused as kids or otherwise sex-haters (I only hated sex with Jamie's dad as he was a nutcase, controlling, stalker and violent, not a turn on, he once came to my new home and screamed through the door 'I can do it now [] taught me! Let me in! He was serious) for whatever reason. Usually lack of confidence. Those gals missed them Cosmopolitan issues and are usually NPD, this means they are far too special to understand human needs or emotion well. Some are too special to use the internet. Not kidding. The precious daughters of the infrequent and 'gentle' abusers will sport gorgeous guilt-Jewellery and ephemera from guilty-daddy and will defend the rights of gay kids as far as sexuality goes, but what about their other choices? A child can be gay without indulging in sex. The act of sex doesn't define 'gay'. Every kid has sexy feelings, this doesn't mean they should jump an old man or old bird. This is it. The kid has rights. The child will grow and THEN decide what he/she really wants. Sexual violation leaves trust trashed, and is mostly, extremely confusing if not traumatising. It messes up the natural respect you would otherwise nurture. It goes against all we are told about truth and trust. it distorts all reality to be betrayed by a parent/parental figure. That's why we have well-thought laws. Because - it isn't about YOU, Harriet Harman. It isn't about YOU Jonathan King. It isn't about YOU Rolf Harris. It's about little people who haven't yet gotten to the age where they can understand the entire issue well enough to indulge themselves in it. They don't understand it yet. It takes a while to know the implications. They may want to be religious. They may want to be hermits. They may want to be alone. They may want to be something that is not of your learning. They may be 'other'. They don't know the implications. They only know that their body is the only thing that is truly theirs, next to other 'identity'. I am qualified enough to write this stuff. Nobody owes you anything. Nobody on earth, unless it is someone who took your body when you didn't have your wits about you. In which case They owe you and always will. A theft like that, cannot be replaced, cannot be valued as your body is your own private domain - nobody is allowed to touch it without your express, informed, consent. Amen god/whoever.

Kama Sutra is good - and there's lots of willy-waving conservatives, it should be a question of who does NOT have an 'adult friend finder' account? How many Tory MP's have flashed you in the last ten years?

There's lots of willy-waving Conservatives, it should be a question of who does NOT have an 'adult friend finder' account? How many Tory MP's have flashed you in the last ten years? We are watching this. Waves at little white mice everywhere, you are prolific offenders -  Craigslist too. We have fun watching your shenanigans Tories, the shame is yours, not on the liberty lovers. Be free! We are lovers and caring people, not cautious, shame riddled, porn-loving creepy types, we love love, not hate, not creepy, hidden ,spooky nasty stuff, but fun and kindness, adult style, yes. Love and sex should be synonymous with fun too. Not corruption and perversion though. Viva Kama Sutra.